whew! we're almost 2 hours away from welcoming 2007. i cant help but reminisce the good and bad days i had throughout this year. yeah, this year had been fully packed for me.
i can clearly remember the things that really made my year perfect... haha. this aint drama. just looking back. not in order though:)
i can never forget march 9, 2006 because that was the time i got to meet everyone face to face. i met sina tita gene, sam, tito raymund, kevin, red, tito david, andy, cerisse, joni, dave, mr d and Jelz. it was hella fun even if i was scared to death because we had dinner at around 11:30 pm na. haha. freaking late.

jelz's bday in ATC. it was memorable because i cut classes. haha. i carefully exited the room after i took the module exam even if i there were still 2 hours left for classes. haha. it was worth it anyway, going to ATC via public transpo nearly killed my spirit, but it was fun. we even rode on twin's LBStarex and went to glorietta afterwards.

Kevin's wicked play. i cut classes again. wtf? haha. i passed naman with flying colors e. ahaha. anyway, kevin's play was worth the cut. haha. it turned out to be my favorite play. :))

shang escapade guess what? i cut classes again. haha. since my class that time was upto friggin 9pm. i went to shang around 3pm. haha. it was great. laughtrip lang and pure kulitan here and there. haha. we got out of shang around 10pm. it was great.
when i got a new fone haha. i was super happy since it wasnt planned or anything. haha

joni's birthday of course, after almost 3 months of not seeing them, it was a breathe of fresh air. it was a fun night. super fun night to be exact. thanks to sina sam for the ride home.

rayka's birthday haha. this night was great. thanks for my friend who drove me to greenbelt. anyway, the night was fun. i only drunk 1 alcoholic thing. haha. it was in t-bar greenbelt.

shang trumpets launching i met amiela.

twin's birthday concert i was f-ing tired but it was worth it. haha. great. thanks amiela for your surprise :)

sam's birthday celeb in liyimen whoah, roadtrip sa van nina twin because we fetched tippy pa. haha. :)

i got a fone line need i expound on this? haha

HOUSE christmas party in makati med & KYTHE-ateneo christmas party my most fave amongst all escapades. this was a very humbling experience for me. haha. the first time i danced boom tarat tarat even if i didnt actually know the step and i couldnt rely on sam beside me because he didnt know it either. haha. we looked pathetic. haha. and we met steph too, thanks steph for inviting sam in KYTHE. i love what happened there. it touched my heart to see the smile on those kid's faces.

actually, those were just few among all the experiences that are memorable for me. there's a lot. HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS, HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD OF YOU

my cousins, 4 of them, are here in our house together with my two aunts. they came from bulacan and caloocan. they'll be celebrating New Year's eve with us. i dunno, but when it comes to my house, the fewer the people, the better for me. i treasure my solace. haha. no, i dont mean that i dont want them in, i just think it'll be more peaceful for me. well, theyre here, i can do nothing with it. let alone be my new year as chaotic as possible. haha.
anyway
i have a lot of things to be thankful for.
some wish granted, some dont. but nevertheless, this has been one of the best years of my life.

things that im thankful this year
i got two new fones
i have a line which i dont pay (thank God)
i got to meet some great people which i consider family too:
*my real friends (u guys know who you are, this year could never be any better without getting to know u all)
to name some:
eloise (even if we havent met yet personally, the MEAN, LAIT conversation we always have are fun)
amiela (u definitely dont know how much you mean to me. and thank you for putting up with me during my annoying moments)
andy (even if i always scrutinize the way u post, u know that i dont mean any harm:) )
dhelcee (for sparing me the videos. i appriciate them so much)
jelz (for always being with me and putting up with my ugali din)
rayka (for being super nice. i wouldnt have gone to most of the escapades without your persuasion. the trio pictures are always great :))
joni & dave (for being my punta and uwi buddies before. i wouldve trembled out of fear during the 0h-so-super-late-going-home before if i wasnt with u guys. thank you)
rain & mr d (for cracking up jokes. haha.)
gio (for talking non-stop. arrgghh)
ronald (even if i bully u a lot, thanks for the fun moments)
chir (for the freaky text messages haha)
jeff (even if we just knew each other recently, thanks for helping up with twin's website)

and to the recent and yet, very accomodating friends i met this year
ned
leola
larissa
candace
graciella
julio
chami

*the concepcion family
-sam concepcion (twin, you're simply the best. thank you din for putting up with my pangbbwisit sayo. haha)
-kevin concepcion (ive always admired that intelligence kev)
-gabby concepcion> (thanks for being the sister that i never had)
-tita gene concepcion (thank you tita, for always being there for us )
-tito raymund concepcion (thank you tito, for bearing with my daldal )
-red concepcion (even if i only hung out with you once, it was a fun night with chxilog as the topic)
tito david cosico (thank you for the jokes that made our life happy. haha)


haha. enough of the drama. well, it aint actually drama. haha. just saying a lot of thank you's.

aright, this is kinda long.

1. Who made you happy today? my connection got a little better. yay.
2. What were you doing at 8 this morning? dreaming
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? i pooped. kidding, just typing
4. What is something that happened to you in 1995? i freakingly cant remember
5. What is the last thing you said out loud? AYAW.
6. How many different things did you drink today? around 4
7. What color is your toothbrush? green
8. What was the last thing you bought? face wash.
9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday? money
10. What color is your front door? i dunno what color it is.
11. Where do you keep your change? pocket
12. What is the weather like today? cold. haha.
13. What is the best ice-cream flavor? vanila with choc syrup.
14. What is something you are excited about? being with my friends again
15. When was the last time you saw a rainbow? loong time ago
17. Do you have any sisters? none. ay yes, gabby haha
18. Are you very random? super random
19. Do you want to cut your hair? yeah
20. Are you over the age of 25? hell no
21. Do you talk a lot? FREAKING YES
22. Do you watch The OC? no, but i know it.
23. Does your screen name have an 'x' in it? none
24. Do you know anyone named Steve? no. does steven count?
25. Do you make up your own words? sometimes
26. Are you ticklish? kinda?.
27. Are you typically a happy person? very.
28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'. amiela
29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'S'. sam
30. Who is the 4th person on your missed calls list? deleted
31. What did the last text message you received say? mom
32. Do you chew on your straws? Nah
33. Do you have curly hair? i used to be curly when i was young.
34. What is the next concert you're going to? sam's. i guess
35. Who is the coolest person in your life? me.
36. What is something you say a lot? amfufu! wtf?
37. What is the last thing you ate? choc.
38. Have you seen the movie 'Donnie Darko? nope
39. Do you have work tomorrow? none
40. Is marriage in your future? hopefully.
41. When was the last time you said 'I love you' and meant it? everytime.
42. What should you be doing right now? sleeping.
43. Do you have a nickname? yes
44. Do you believe in love at first sight? sometimes i do.
45. Are you a heavy sleeper? not really.
46. When was the last time you used a skateboard? never used one
47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?narnia
49. What are you listening to? none
50. Are you currently depressed?not really. its yuletide season haha

so now im enjoying my internet again even if it's still quite sucky at the moment. haha
di naman halatang namiss ko ang internet ko..

anyway, it's julio's birthday tom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIO DEL PRADO. i dunno what age you're turning in. ahaha. maybe 15? you'll pass out as a an 18 year old though :))

OMG. my f-ing broadband has been down for days because of the friggin earthquake in taiwan. i was turning nuts already. and heck, it isnt even fixed yet. it's better now compared yesterday since i can go to meebo, but some sites take forever to load and it sucks bigtime. signing in to blogger took me 15 frikken minutes, to my multiply 20 min. imagine that? i was hysterical. seriously.

anyway, enough of the cursing, it cant undo the boredom that displaced my mind when i had nothing to do but watch non-sense tv shows.haha.

last dec 27, my friends went to market market to watch twin sam's concert with gab valenciano. i didnt go though.
for the first time, i didnt feel envious because i didnt go, i actually feel happy for them because the say it was fun. i bet it was. but no regrets, it was my decision not to go. well, it would be a downrght lie if i say i dont miss them. i seriously do, i effin miss my friends. i miss twin. i miss mom and dad. i miss gab. i kinda miss kev and red. haha. i miss everyone. i miss the usual laugh we cant stop doing whenever we're together. but yeah, whats done is done. no regrets. do i even make sense? haha sorry this post is so lame.

anyway, during the bordest(sp?)days of my existence, i decided to watch again the movies that i love. movie marathon, as others say it. i watched cruel intention 2, i still know what you did last summer and the chronicles of narnia: the lion the witch and the wardrobe. i watched it as if it was my first haha. pathetic. but i was even shouting while watching i still dont know what you did last summer. haha about narnia, i remembered sam because he played edmund before, and GABBY (i miss gabby:( )because she played lucy just recently. dont u guys love little lucy's chartacter? i bet she did great. anyway, i went to the munisipyo today to have my registration for the coming election, but HECK, they ran out of forms. amfufu, i just wasted my frikken time.
so there, i guess thats it for now. i hope my connection will have its full recovery or else ill be desperate enough to search for the dial up installer. haha. nah, i aint that desperate yet. haha. sorry this entry is so lame talaga :)) sorry for the typos. haha

heard this song over the television
and it kinda pinched my heart (hahah. freaky)

kung kaya kong iwanan ka
di na sana aasa pa
kung kaya kong umiwas na
di na sana lalapit pa

a few people who greeted me today.

jelz
tita gene
chami

i might edit this later for additional again :)) ahaha

its still christmas so, MERRY CHRISTMAS guys, for the nth time. haha

i think i need a space for a while. i mean, it wouldnt make any difference if my lost will be apparent.
i think my friends are clever enough to figure this one up. i love you friends, next to God and my family. :)

it's pass 1am. let me have a recap. my family went to the half-finished church of our village about 8:10. my brother was already there since he went to his GF and headed thru the church right away. as expected, we stood up the whole time. my legs hurt. anyway, my cousins, titos and titas were there. too bad i didnt understand what the priest were saying because he sort of, ate his words soo bad. no offense. after that, i rode with my brother since he brought the other car and my mom, my dad and our helper took the other car. my younger brother went straight to my cousin's house, but i called him up to go home since i left my other fone with him and some people might have greeted me already. we ate a little in our house and after that, we headed to my cousin's house again since they live a few blocks away from ours. a lot of my relatives and cousins were there. after a few hours, we headed to their terrace to have some alcohol party. haha. i had my fave bailey's and a little of vodka cruiser. haha. and then after a few glasses, i went home and here i am now. haha un lang. anyway, i read my previous posts and found some typos. ahaha. i tried correcting them :))

special thanks to those who greeted me even before christmas and the day itself.

joni
mavi
cheska
eloise
dhelcee
dave
andy
daryl
jeff
rayka
chir
rain
thian
gio
ronald
classmates
family
some other people.
thank you guys
have a merry christmas. :)

ok stop the drama
haha
it's christmas eve tonight, so MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. ill just send my messages later, i bet my bill will be f-ing high this month. anyway, im soo tired. i helped clean the house. what the heck, we gathered up all the unecessary things and we sure found a lot. as in A LOT. i threw almost 7 bags of garbage. haha. weird much. after that, i helped my dad scrub the walls on the staircases. he's tooooo OC when it comes to cleaning. my hands and arms hurt. honestly, the only chore that i am tasked to do is just to keep my room tidy at all time, a chore which i still dont do. haha i let the helper clean my room. i suck in cleaning. i think that's it.
MERRY CHRISTMAS

p.s. friends, ill see you guys soon. alright?

ive been pondering on some things lately. i was sort of, disappointed with someone. i dont know but i was actually distressed about it. i mean, ive already talked to some friends about what happened. a friend told me something about being imperfect. yes, i know perfection doesnt exist, but when i looked back, i realized it doesnt need perfection, all it needed was a little parity. another friend told me that despite all those things, we are lucky. id still like to think that i am lucky. well at least compared with other people. actually, i dont know what to think anymore. i suddenly felt that, all this time, what i did was to try and fit in to somebody else's world and at the end of the day i realized that im getting tired and yet still want to go on because it makes me happy. too much sacrifices, taking too much risks and what do i get? sadly, nothing. still, i dont want to be back to my old self, and now i take back what i said that i get nothing, because actually, i have a lot. i was just really flippant about my well-kept outburst and now, i figured out that i aint tired yet.

i guess this is lame.
but why did it hurt?

so i tried creating a blogger account. well, i still cant figure out how to add proper skins since it always displays f-ing error whenver i try to paste the skin code. arrgghh