...But you don't like me
You just like the chase

Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

I came across that song and the lyrics hit me hard. This is one really emo sunday evening. Well I thought for the longest time that I am finally over you. I actually thought that I no longer miss you. I thought your existence doesn't matter to me anymore. I guess I was wrong. Hearing your voice still melts my heart. Am I forever bound by your spell? I am still hurting. The pain that I thought that had long been gone are hushing back like gunshots through my head. Why does it still hurt me? Why does your existence hurt me? Are you gonna be forever imbibed in my soul? I've done enough procrastination and yet, destiny always leads me back to where you are. Why now? Why now when i thought that I was finally over you? When I finally mastered the ways of forgetting you. You've melt my defenses once again. You've done what you are supposed to do... make me suffer. I still hope.. yes I do. But hoping brings me nowhere. One minute you make me float on air, but the next minute I am afraid that you will run away like you never knew me at all. You have always been my SWEETest regret. It pains me really hard when you make me feel that you no longer need me. We don't text anymore, you rarely go online.. to cut it short, we rarely talked. That's when I thought I was over you. Silly me. I shouldve known better. :)

I know i should have posted this a long time ago since I finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows last monday pa. (spoilers ahead)

Well, I love it. It's gotta be my favorite book among all the 7. It's so intense. Though, I was really upset when Dobby, Fred,Lupin and Tonks died. :(( :(( shit. Not so much about Mad-Eye Moody. Snape's character is very creative. JK Rowling must have a really creative mind to have written such a fatabulous masterpiece.


Anyway, enough of the Harry Potter mania. I went to STAGES a while ago and met up with some friends and some SCCs. We went to STAGES to do something. Then we had a snack. and then just took lots of pictures and kulitan. and then yeah, thats it. haha.
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMIELA ROASA. :) :) :)
Belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHESKA ORTEGA. :) :) :)

Sample pictures awhile ago





more pictures HERE