first of all, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TITO DAVID COSICO. WE LOVE YOU TITO D :)
and HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CRUSHIE JELZ ON THE 23rd. HAHA.

okay, after 4 years of living here in our house, we had it repainted. from green to tangerine orange. haha. cute though ;) very summer. ahaha

before...


and after...


:)) haha

anyway, we went to crushie's 18th birthday house party last night.
sina sam were her surprise guests. ahahaahah

picture and story here MULTIPLY

my tactlessness has brought me into deep, senile confusions and thoughts.
i really think i need to shut up my stupid mouth most of the time.
i am sorry tito for whatever boo-boo's i may have caused you.

shit this day :(( i hahahahate it.
know why?

because we were supposed to have our practical exam tonight.
but then, my professor called 30 min before 6 and he told us cancelled yung practical exam.
why didnt i jump and rejoice?
because, i arrived in school early. and that's my only class. shit.

and primarily, I DECLINED A FREE TICKET FOR CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA'S CONCERT IN MUSIC MESUEM. GADAMMIT!!!!!!! mommy gene offered free tickets beforehand e since sam's guesting on the concert :((

I KNOW RIGHT? SOOO EFFIN ANNOYING. SHOUDLVE WENT TO THE CONCERT :(( EFF.

okay. we went to bluewave [mom,dad,me,lil bro,maid] to have dinner. my brother just followed with his girlfriend. i bought food in KFC and they bought stuff in pizza hut. i had our parking ticket validated in KFC, while my brother's parking ticket was validated in pizza hut since thats the place we ate. uuhhhmm i was so full 'cause i ate A LOT. their lasagna tasted great ;) i love the cheese. after that, we went outside. i bought starbucks and watched MYMP. i love their songs ;) i love their I'll never get over you getting over me performance. juris had her hair cut so short. :))

happy mother's day to all the mothers out there ;)

why do you always do this to me?
why couldnt you just see it through me?
how come you act like this like you just dont care at all?
do you expect me to believe, i was the only one to fall?

title no relation with the poem. cant think of any e.

im alone here outside feeling the air
i prefer this than being inside while youre being unfair
you always do this but i always play blind
since you know i cant hate you and take off my mind
ive always treated you as a friend close to my heart
but slowly and surely you are tearing me apart
i hate the change in you, for acting like a jerk
i always care for you but i always get a smirk
i hate it when you hurt me with the power of your words
cause you always confuse me, are you better or worse?
i miss the old you, the one that appriciates me
you're different now, its hard to cope up with your insanity
throw me away now cause i have no more use to you
im not your friend, just a stranger whos praying that you will come back too
everything before used to be so perfect and nice
but in a snap, popped like a bubble, you became covered with lies
please wake up now and see the people that cares
cause all you have is glory, which you dont know how to share
i hate it when you tell we're okay and yet you know it's untrue
i hate it when you dont want me around sitting next to you
i hate it when you blame me with things i didnt do
but most of all i hate myself for lying cause i keep on telling i hate you.