i wrote this quite a long time ago..

i called u, but u ignored me
i messaged u but u didnt bother reading
i held your hand but u took it off
i saw u with someone else and my heart bled
i swallowed my pride and begged for your love
i kept all the hurt and still u dont want to look at me
i risked my life, my soul and my identity but i got nothing but a blank stare
how cruel can u get sometimes
i loved u and i am still, but where are u?
can i still keep up with my fakest smile
while feeling your fakest touch?
can i still carry on with my fakest laugh
seeing you with your fakest care?
can i still survive with my fakest life
knowing u are showing your fakest love?


i take one step away, but i find myself coming back to you