okay, my mom, two brothers and i went to bluewave last night. my brother drove for us since my dad was at his friend's birthday. we watched live bands. the first band we saw weas really great, the female vocalist was really one of the best singers i heard. her high notes were very much defined. anyway, i was so full, i ate 4 slices of pizza, a large hotshots and a large pepsi. haha. i couldnt finish my Starbucks after, took me a while before i was able to finish it. hahaha. got home midnight.
anyway, my dad nearly got into an accident. while he was on his way home, specifically in coastal road express way, the back tire of the pajero exploded. and he was driving so fast since he was on the express way and so were the other cars around him. Thank God, nothing happened to him. it was a near miss, cause he said if it was the front tire that exploded, it may have cost him his life. Thank the Lord.

well anyway, it's gonna be my final exams week next week. Lord, help me please. i dont wanna fail anything. haha. who does? haha.

EDITED: haha. this is edited, i accidentally typed 'were' instead of 'was' and 'are' instead of 'were' ahaha. labo.

uuhhm. anyway, ive always like this song. kelly clarkson is my favorite among all the idol winners. she's so darn great.

because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you