Just when I thought I was over you I see your face and it just ain't true No it just ain't true
I go crazy When I look in your eyes I still go crazy That old flame comes alive It's starts burning inside Way deep down inside Oh baby You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I came across that song and the lyrics hit me hard. This is one really emo sunday evening. Well I thought for the longest time that I am finally over you. I actually thought that I no longer miss you. I thought your existence doesn't matter to me anymore. I guess I was wrong. Hearing your voice still melts my heart. Am I forever bound by your spell? I am still hurting. The pain that I thought that had long been gone are hushing back like gunshots through my head. Why does it still hurt me? Why does your existence hurt me? Are you gonna be forever imbibed in my soul? I've done enough procrastination and yet, destiny always leads me back to where you are. Why now? Why now when i thought that I was finally over you? When I finally mastered the ways of forgetting you. You've melt my defenses once again. You've done what you are supposed to do... make me suffer. I still hope.. yes I do. But hoping brings me nowhere. One minute you make me float on air, but the next minute I am afraid that you will run away like you never knew me at all. You have always been my SWEETest regret. It pains me really hard when you make me feel that you no longer need me. We don't text anymore, you rarely go online.. to cut it short, we rarely talked. That's when I thought I was over you. Silly me. I shouldve known better. :)
I know i should have posted this a long time ago since I finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows last monday pa. (spoilers ahead)
Well, I love it. It's gotta be my favorite book among all the 7. It's so intense. Though, I was really upset when Dobby, Fred,Lupin and Tonks died. :(( :(( shit. Not so much about Mad-Eye Moody. Snape's character is very creative. JK Rowling must have a really creative mind to have written such a fatabulous masterpiece.
Anyway, enough of the Harry Potter mania. I went to STAGES a while ago and met up with some friends and some SCCs. We went to STAGES to do something. Then we had a snack. and then just took lots of pictures and kulitan. and then yeah, thats it. haha. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMIELA ROASA. :) :) :) Belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHESKA ORTEGA. :) :) :)
This week has been particularly tiring for me. Went to a couple'a places to apply for my internship. I know I've been very choosy since I pathetically ditched PLDT and Colgate. Well, I'm really glad I'll be starting in LandBank on Monday. Their Building is just so awesome. I wish I can cope up.
Anyway, I really like this Mitsubishi Outlander 2007. Actually, my Dad really likes it too. haha. I just hope for the better :) It's a time for replacement. hehe. I hope we can :))
The major features that distinguish the new Outlander are:
* Fuel saving technology delivered through new fuel efficient alloy 2.4 and 3.0 V6 MIVEC engines, Active Select 4WD, CVT transmission, and light weight body * An original and distinctively stylish sporty exterior and interior * Upgraded body size delivering increased interior space, cargo capacity, and an allowance for a third row “occasional use” seat * High levels of specification, including 18″ wheels, Smart Key and Rockford Fosgate premium audio * Advanced safety features.
This song's gotta be one of my most listened songs lately. This is very melancholic and it touches the heart. But some people are quite confused about the song's meaning. Well, I have some theories about the background of this song.
First, I think the story is about Samson and Delilah. True that the bible mentioned the both of them. But i think the meaning of "and the bible didn't mention us" is about "us", meaning the love they have for each other even if Delilah was planning treachery over Samson. And the line "I loved you first" means that Delilah loved Samson first even before Samson did. And yeah, Delilah cut Samson's hair "Oh i cut his hair myself one night"
and Second, maybe the song's about Samson's first love and not about Delilah. cause the history forgot about "them" and yes, the bible didn't mention about Samson's girls. and so, the girl is claiming that she loved Samson first.
hahaha. Okay, I know that sounds weird, but whatever. Just listen to the song and I assure you, you're gonna love it.
