CHANGE

im on a constant confusion about change. why do i find it hard to cope up with change? sudden realization struck me in the head. people change, attitudes do. i used to believe in the famous cliche "dont ever change", as what i said, USED to. not anymore. why not? because it's not going to happen. people change, some for the better, some for not so. my mind is redolently polluted with senile thoughts about changing. why do people have to change? why do they have to change and hurt people even with the farthest intention? maybe i just miss the old person i once believed in. nah, i still believe in. benevolently speaking, the acts of change may bring future good. still, the fact remains that i, msyelf, find it hard to cope up with drastic change. i just somehow wish to go and drag myself way back on day 1 and feel the same rush of excitement that engulfed me before. to top it all up, the feeling of being left out or left behind because you cant go with their flow is simply painful. so much to do and so much to say, change hurt people. so now, why do people change? because it hurts people and yet it gives them lessons.