1.25.2007
when was love supposed to hurt this much
WHEN WAS LOVE SUPPOSED TO HURT THIS MUCH?
today seems to be something different
because the loss of you seems very apparent
where are you now? i need you to be here
the pain lingers on, i wish you could hear
ive tried everything to win your heart
but what can i do, you're tearing me apart?
i opened my chest to show you whats inside
but all i got was your dirty insight
when was love supposed to hurt this much?
when all i did was anticipate for a touch
why do i feel that you are getting cold?
is it because you dont want me and yet
never wanted to be told?
you are happily going as if you're not
hurting me
while im struck in the notion of plain
insanity
despite all the hurt youve given me, i
still love u with all my might
but im scared of thinking and believing
you're with somebody else tonight
all i can do is simply glance at you
and think of all the things ive been through
when was love supposed to hurt this much?
my blood is dripping, i left you a patch
after all this time and after all that
ive said
why cant i still get you out of my head?
you will never come true because this is
how it goes
a sad fairytale that everyone knows
wish i can kiss you and tell you goodnight
hold you firmly and embrace you so tight
neither of those two, i can do
since you're not here and left me through
i forced a facade to show you that the
pain is gone
to hide and conceal that i think you
might be the one
but how could you be, when u dont even
notice me?
striking through your eyes shouting
painfully
im giving you up but im not letting you go
it kills my heart pleading you to say
"hello"
im giving you up because i cant take the
pain
i saw the tears, which i was about to gain
you have no idea how much pain i am
about to take
because thats the only thing i can do to
quit acting fake
should i start to move on and be
contented glaring at you,
while half wishing inside that you will
notice me too?
when everbody loves you and im left here
on my own
waiting for you to come back in the
break of dawn
stab me with pain and stab with a knife
slash down my throat, take away my life
how am i suppose to live when youre not
here by my side
the painful law of love, why cant i abide?
nothing more to say and nothing more to
be told
because this sonata of love is getting old
but then i ask again, when was love
supposed to hurt this much?
can u answer that question, i have no
more to ask.
wala lang. i just decided to post this long poem i made a long, long time ago.
i know it's kinda long, but i love it. this poem is actually my favorite above all the poems i made. haha.
