i lay my back on the beige, cold wall
seeing the gutter outside as you walk out of my door
watching yellow birds as they fly in the sky
since i cannot follow you, i just break down and cry
i wanna die in your arms and not let go of your grip
but all i can do is sob and watch you go and drift
i cry and cry until my eyes bleed
when a little bit of your love is all that i ever need
i just want you to wake up from your deep, peaceful sleep
to see me beg for you, and see the dreams i keep
i dont know what to do anymore so watch the blood flow from my wrist
you wretched me so hard, i wanna pounce you with my fist
let me sleep now cause im tired with eternity
let me sleep now to look for my serenity

then i died..