title no relation with the poem. cant think of any e.

im alone here outside feeling the air
i prefer this than being inside while youre being unfair
you always do this but i always play blind
since you know i cant hate you and take off my mind
ive always treated you as a friend close to my heart
but slowly and surely you are tearing me apart
i hate the change in you, for acting like a jerk
i always care for you but i always get a smirk
i hate it when you hurt me with the power of your words
cause you always confuse me, are you better or worse?
i miss the old you, the one that appriciates me
you're different now, its hard to cope up with your insanity
throw me away now cause i have no more use to you
im not your friend, just a stranger whos praying that you will come back too
everything before used to be so perfect and nice
but in a snap, popped like a bubble, you became covered with lies
please wake up now and see the people that cares
cause all you have is glory, which you dont know how to share
i hate it when you tell we're okay and yet you know it's untrue
i hate it when you dont want me around sitting next to you
i hate it when you blame me with things i didnt do
but most of all i hate myself for lying cause i keep on telling i hate you.