okay. i tried sleeping at 3, slept at 4 and woke up at 6. tell me what can be more disappointing than that? well, ill tell you.

ive proven something today. been thinking about this lately. me and this "friend" for quite sometime only made me realize that we aint really friends all this time. why? friends have trust with each other right? what happened was that, this "friend" proved to me that there's no trust for me. this friend doesnt trust me. yep, ive proven that now. so that means we aint really friends, we are just "magkakilala". to some, they might say im "mababaw", but this is beyond the context of understanding. it was really a cold slap on my face when it happened. made me wake up and face the reality. we were never friends. never. cause friendship is a two way process, not one-sided. in my case, i give and give and give. BUT I NEVER TAKE. should have known this from the start. silly silly me. things will definitely change when we get to see each other again (if ever we will). okay, nakakapagod ka na. kung ayaw mo, di wag. ive done enough. do your share of work asshole. at least now i know where should my place be. just a piece of note:

"dont make me care less about you, for when i do, THERE'S NO TURNING BACK. i wanna hurt you so bad."

basically, thats just it. and incase people ask, i wont deny nor confirm any. we each all have our moments right?

additional:
aria clemente lost in LBSS. damn it.