hahah. i made a layout theme on my multiply just like here on my blogger. haha :))
anyway, heard a good song over crushie's blogger. haha. the song's title is dream of me by kirsten dunst. ganda. kakaiyak and nakakarelax. wtf? haha. basta its good. 1st time i heard it even if it was a long long time ago na pala. :))
i like some parts

"Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes

And sleep
Per chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this"

haha. thats heavy. sakit sa dibdib amp. haha
anyway, i dont wanna go to school. haha. laziness struck me once again since i was on pressure last week. wtf, i constructed like, 20 pages of paper works. all ideas were mine, not CNPed from the internet. arrghh that's why my brain's malfunctioning. nga pala, i tried viewing my page on Internet Explorer. pop ups came amp. IE sucks talaga. ahhahaha

edited:
composed this a while ago

"dont make me"

dont make me stare in those cold, blank eyes once more
my heart's not ready yet since the last time you tore
dont make me believe in happy ending
when u havent shown me yet the beginning
dont make me feel alive in your arms once again
i know you'll leave me soon, please tell me when
dont make me a fool, biting your fake affection
im getting tired each day, show your true intention
dont make me believe that miracles come true
when you are planning to break my heart in two
dont make me fall in the gentleness of your hand
i love you but i hate you, i dont understand
dont make me dream my thoughts of you
ive been through a lot, believing your lies to be true
dont make me feel your breath, oh so close
you know i cant resist cause thats the way it always goes
dont make me hear those words of your goodbye
when that time comes, i know ill surely die
dont make me be the one to be crashed in the end
ive always loved you but just pretending to be your friend :(


"keep holding on"