well, im on a public internet shop right now. aarrgh, my monitor is still busted. it is on the repair shop, though. BUT phoneline.broadbandline is okay now. GOD i miss the internet so much. haha.
anyway, a recount of what happened to me.
last friday, went to glorietta to have lunch. then went back to school. good thing exam in netman was cancelled. WHEW. haha. since we dont have ride every friday, i hitched with alvin's new innova. then went home. we waited for my brother because we'll go to SM to buy bills and have lunch. wen we reached SM, my mom called that we hafta be at my tita's house because there is a bday thing going on there. so after paying the bills, we left the mall. i ate a lot. haha
last saturday, i was late in my class. my mom bought stuff pa kasi before my brother dropped me in buendia. i took the cab there alone. 65 bucks was irrational since it was a saturday. anyway, i arrived at school at 9 and went home around 10:30. haha. cool much. im reading now a new book. it is a TRILOGY. the title of the book is BARTIMAUES. i find it really cool. thanks for my cousin for lending me the copy.
then a while ago, my family went to church. my dad was at work, so my brother drove for us. then we ate at MOA after in chef d' angelo. i was so full. then some friends told me there'll be coming there. so i waited. i had coffee in starbs and then went to the launching of ms vista. i told my mom to just leave me there and i will just take the shuttle home. after hours of boredom, it was my great displeasure to receive a message that no one is going to MOA. but i blame no one. i was just very upset about it. a waste of time. money. effort. energy. and all. my spirit was devastated.

anyway harm is done. no need to say anything about it.

i typed this 2 nights ago when i had nothing to do.

i will now release all my inhibitions
when all i needed was alittle bit of your attention
i will keep my feelings and all of my affection
cause you know ive suffered so much devastation
say my name and ill burst into flame
all my life, ive lived in shame
ill snatch your heart and write my name
ive always been a fool, playing your game
where did u get the courage for those words to utter
when to you, my existence doesnt even matter
i miss your voice, i miss feeling the shiver
i miss the song thast makes my heart shimmer
ill quit you now in a leap of a minute
ill quit you now cause my heart cant take it
ive prayed for so long for our eyes to meet
watch me die now, burried under six feet
throw me out fo your life cause i have no more use to you
ive waited enough for you to say you love me too
im looking in your eyes, i wanna see your tears drop
im leaving your shadow, just tell me and ill stop
ive suffered so much, so much from this bleed
i miss the old you i have fallen inlove with
i guess you are happy and i guess you agree
that the broken down boy at the end is gonna be me

:)